As well as missing all the things we used to do together; the little things, the quiet moments, the quirky humour, the pet names we used to use, and the physical intimacy, it's about knowing someone was there for you, and now they're gone. Maybe I just didn't get that in the past. Trying to move on, even after such long time makes that feeling more aware. In time that will fade, I guess. I don't know if that will be a good thing or not. Its already been a year and you're still in my system.